I've come to notice that I'm falling behind. My friends have progressed faster in life than I have and I'm starting to panic. They get out there, they meet new people, form new groups while I sit in my house like a hermit. I'm afriaid I'm falling so far behind that I might eventually loose them. As we get closer and closer to the end of the year and to graduating, I wonder what will become of me. We made so many plans, plans that made me feel like we would be together forever. It was all good. But as we go along, things are changing. People are changing, although, it could just be me who has changed. People say to me, in reality, highschool friends drift apart and never see eachother again, I can't bring myself to believe that, but it makes me wonder, for the people who say this, do they even want to put in the effort? Don't they want to be friends anymore? Where did I go wrong?
|Me in the future?|
I don't know why I write this, I guess it doesn't matter either way, no one will read it. I guess it's good to get it out. In public, probly not so much... so why am I still writting?... An excuse not to do my Biology work? Perhaps.