For the past few years (usually on school camps) they sometimes ask us to get in groups (usually with our friends) and say a few things about how important they are to us and stuff, generally express our feelings and whatnot. Each time this kind of activity occurs, I can't seem to say what I really feel, I just can't get the words out and as a result, I usually end up acting nervous and saying something stupid and not really participating. But I'm going to say it now. For everyone to see (well, only the few that actually read this)..
There aren't really words to describe how much my friends mean to me. I'm not much of a family person. With all the problems that I have been having with myself and my family, I need my friends to just keep going everyday. To me, life would be rather pointless if I didn't have them around. Now, I realise that people say things like this all the time, but, you have no idea how deeply in love I am with all of you guys. (in a non-romantic way..)
I'm sorry if I ever did you wrong, or didn't take notice if something was bothering you or if I wasn't any help when you had a problem. To those friends or even accuantences who I have driffted away from and lost contact with, I'm sorry, you all were a massive part of my life that I could never forget (dispite my shocking memory). I hope that I can try to mend any wounds I may have caused others. I hope that I can still somehow communicate with all of you even though we are miles apart.
|My girls. <3 You are my world.|